Stories && Alibis

the end.

2008-09-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

im not gonna use blogger anymore.
im out.
im on another shit.

ask me.

bye

2008-09-18T19:42:00.002+08:00

muahahhahaha

its thursday... && the weekends starts tomorrowo!

WHO WANTS TO HANG OUT?!?!?!?!

i got someone in mind to hang out with.

just waiting....

hah =]

there's one new new newer newest update ever in my life.

i wanna be in a band.

hahaha.

its crazyyyyyyy, i know.

been asking people to practice their skills.

cause they totally ignoring their talent.

too busy much?!?

el oh el

im up for it.

we have said to learn some songs.

im so hyper so excited.

were gonna be popular by next year.

thats our aim.

were gonna do our best.

we gonna fight for what we want.

thats our dream our aim for next year.

were going powerpop/rock.

thats our genre, we might edit it.. IDKK

were going for bands like

we the kings

paramore

FTSK

and more..

lostprophets and stuffs.

its gonna be good year.

im so looking forward to it.

WOOT!

sore throat sucks.

im outtttt

ciao!

eeeeeeeeeeeeyikes

2008-09-16T22:16:00.001+08:00

my net is a bitch

i hate it so bad

so im not gonna blog

its all fucked up

which cause me to have no mood to do so!

night love

YAWNNNN

2008-09-13T02:50:00.003+08:00

omg i just got home.

hung out the new group of people.

went to orchard then to clark quay..

saw phylicia in cineleisure.

she shout my name, so yeah.

slack around.

basically celebrating someones birthday.

happens to be someone i know.

someone who know jeremy, charlotte and gang.

WOWZER.

lol.

i dont know how to spell his name, i know how to pronounce it.

he's pretty cute.

he admits he looks like jeremy.

i thought so too.

their like 89% alike.

cool shit cute shit.

i want to know him.

he's in the same school, same block

&& im gonna ask jer.

hahaha.

gg i woke up early in the morning && missed out the time for my RJ.

9 in the morning that is.

greattttt. i totally missed it.

its whatever.

god damn tired.

2008-09-11T19:22:00.002+08:00

todays real tired.
wanted to blog yesterday but was hurried on my RJ && was too tired.
i ended up sleeping at 3 plus.
thankss to msn. crazy bunch of new friends.

yesterday i hung out wit Kuan Wei.

dhoby ghaut

watch him cut hair

town; cineleisure

movies

eat

chill

home

thats what happened.

i met my primary school mate.

which happen to be their friends.

lololol

hie name is LEWIS

face didnt change at all, thats why i can recongize him.

okay im off to rj now.

ps: my ribs hurts. lol

bye <3

tuesday love

2008-09-09T19:19:00.002+08:00

today was another fun day in class. day by day, it gets interesting. its getting more fun and fun. no joking at all. here i am talking on msn with fabian (shao XUAN), rohn, kuan wei and more.. well basically new friends, rohn is not part of it. eh, just to get to know them.. chat like as tho we know each other for years or like that siol. talk until clubbing, chilling, hanging out on sat and stuffs... pretty cool people i have in class. wtg people! its only a week only and were oh so high. lololol. yeah im trying not to leave any space in todays post. =] i know. i wanna see how much i can type. there's just so many new stuffs happen in the class, fun fun fun. dont be jealous. im pretty sure your class (whoever that is in RP) will get better, like mine. be the first to make noise.. and everything will start. i guess. no promises on it tho. good luck in it. im not gonna waste any much time here. i wanna watch my tv and chat my msn and prolly try to cam with people. muahahhahaha. night mates. tomorrowo's a brand new day again =] smile like fabian smile. lololol thats prolly an insider. so yeah. BYE !

mondayyyyy love

2008-09-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

its monday again..
its suppose to be a monday blues kinda day, but class seems pretty high on this day.
cool huh?! i know..

we talk bout sex much?! we talk bout homosexual much?
basically not the right stuffs.
were pretty noisy as fuck.
really, no joke.

class was pretty enjoying && interesting..
probably due to the whole topic were talking bout.
group was so high, so does the class.
faci was playing along with us too..
so it was pretty cool.
except the fact that he's so damn grandpa with his work.

&& im suppose to meet Nate to go home..
i ended up going back with Yew Aik.
i dont know how to spell his name so yeah.
thats my new mate lololol, pretty obvious much?!
i knoww.

it was kinda nice to walk to interchange wit him.
his a jerk, he made me talk to him like as tho im shouting.
okay, not a jerk.
he says he's a shy, innocent, humble and more... kinda guy.
lmao!
talk to him can vomit blood.
must screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

ohkay, im out.
i got work to do.
seeya =]

mondayyyyy love

2008-09-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

i feel like webcam-ing

2008-09-07T17:24:00.002+08:00

i webcam-ed with my lil sis =]

at home.

haha =]

will do more at nighttttttt.

you know who yall areeee!!!!!!

lmao!

thats it fer now.

ill either upload pictures tomorrowo orrrrrr later.

re edit that is.

DUHH!

its not me it you

2008-09-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

soon ill be 18.
legal to watch M18 movies.

&& too much stuffs going through my mind.
its uncountable.
i cant help it but to think.

its whatever.
no more thinking about cool shit people already.
no more games.
no more mess.

get over with it DUDE.

im so tired

2008-09-06T09:17:00.003+08:00

wow, i havent been blogging much lately && im aware of that.
that is why im doing it now.

its pretty much tiring, well it seems like it tho ever since school starts on wednesday.
new people new class new location new enviornment new laughter new starting.
after three days with them, they're pretty cool actually.
sometimes it may be quiet but other than that, its cool.

so far my faci was pretty okay.. cep that i have a naggy "grandpa sorta" faci for my enterprise.
my friends [new] agrees with that too.
you dont wanna know what the hell his talking bout.

friends [new] were pretty goofy at times.
thats deff a good thing, cause it makes the class lively.

speaking bout music..
finally theres music being played in class.
i started on-ing it..
&& they told me they dare not to start to play music in class.
&& waiting for someone to actually kickstart it.

muahahahhaha
from now onwards there will be music in class.
they knows some of my songs.
its cool.

omg,
i wanna stop right now.
i really wanna stop.

so goodbye <3

TEACHER'S DAY

2008-08-29T21:41:00.002+08:00

its was pretty cool to meet up with old friends,

which i did recently.. cep for some.

its pretty cool to meet up with the teachers,

which i will only do it once in a year.

it was pretty rad, really.

i did feel like as tho i missed the secondary school's life.

just thinking how you treat the teacher,

how much you dont like the teacher,

showing them your faces && stuffs.

afterall, they arent that bad.

their pretty nice people.

i looked up on..

MR NG [A-MATH]

MDM NISA [GEO/S.S/HOME TEACHER]

MR GOH [PHYSICS/CO-HOME TEACHER (give him face)]

MS HO [EX-CHEM]

MS JIANG [CHEM]

MS HO [ E-MATH]

MR OW [DISCIPLINE MASTER]

MS SOH [EX-PHYSIC]

MDM GOH [CHINESE]

thats all i guess =/

I FORGOTTEN MY ENGLISH TEACHERRRR!!!!

MS BLAHBLAHBLAH.

I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL HER NAME.

JUMIAH.. IDK, SOMETHING LIKE THAT.

hung out with cheryl, choonyi, xiao ying && weiling.

WALKED like mothafucker.

my legs are sooo dead.

went to HAJI LANE.

any idea where that is?!

if you do, your smart.

if you dont, then i got nothing to say.

i gonna round this whole thing up now.

its good to see my secondary school's teachers again.

the feeling is good.

MR DESMOND NG is probably the teacher i looked forward to.

THATS MY A-MATH TEACHER FUCKTARDS.

oh yeah,

good ah.. jeremy

come && saw me && ...

but didnt say hi.

&& WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT??!?!?!?!

goodbye =]

lazy ah..

WTFF?

2008-08-24T14:25:00.002+08:00

just when i decided to give up.

you fucking talk to me.

wow, how nice asshole!

good things dont just come by just like that.

id give you what you deserve,

but im too soft.

thats something bad bout me.

&& im trying to get rid of that somehow.

problem has yet to be solved.

but whatever, im not gonna think bout it, at least i wish i dont.

ill post another one later..

till then text me love!!

sick

2008-08-22T22:58:00.003+08:00

whoa, what a day i had.

moments ago..

i just talked to Ethan.

ETHAN ETHAN ETHAN!!!

MY GOOD MATE.

he wants to hang out soon.

how cool is that?

he's a nice guy.

he know what i was thinking..

he HIT the jackpot regarding my msn personal message.

wtg boy!

i dont know what to do.

ill just hope something nice would happen.

im not who i am before.

ill fight for what i want.

this is due to lazyness.

thats why its so short..

even tho i got lots to say.

tiredness

2008-08-21T23:24:00.003+08:00

mmm tired tired tired.

WAS OUTSIDE WIT FRIENDS.

I MET MS HO WEI WEI FOR GOD SAKE.

now i believe that singapore is small.

she told me she CUT her hair!

wow!!!

not like as tho im blind, i cant see.

lmao!

talk to her a fer bit only.

okay i guess..

shes not that bad..

and she TOUCH me.

zomg omg zomg

memorable thing of today.

MARCUS PLAY GUITAR FREAK.

FUNNY AS HELL.

MARCUS FTW!!!!!!!!

gross monday gross

2008-08-18T13:55:00.004+08:00

august 18 2008 && its a MONDAYYYY.

bored as hell as im not going out.

like fucking zomg omg && zomg.

idk what to blog bout today yall.

thinnk think thinkkk.

okay.

here it goes..

there's so many things happening in this world.

so much that you cant even count.

you may be that person in the past..

but it doesnt mean you wont change.

come on, for god sake..

people do change and people do leave you.

wake up will you?

im not who i am before.

i do things of my own liking.

if i like you ill show it to you, if i dont.. ill tell you straight to your face.

i dont hide my feelings anymore.

ive learned you dont have to take shit from others.

do what you wanna do people!

cant handle me?

then go hide yourself, dont befriend with me.

i dont wanna waste my time talking to you.

meet dave.

2008-08-17T12:25:00.002+08:00

mmm yesterdayyy..

i went to watch MEET DAVE.

holy crap its hilarious.

fer those who haven't watch it,

you should.

funny as hell, youll love it.

i just hate the freaking weather yesterday.

whoa, suck to the max.

i met up with jeremy at one of the bus stop.

god dammit, it started to pour like fuck.

were basically drenched.

guess what?!?!?!

he treat me everything yesterday.

i guess his playing as some rich ass kid.

he told me he wasted his childhood days, so did i.

too bad we cant go back time.

we gotta move on and on and on...

jeremy is a nice kid or guy.. whatever you want him to be.

he's cute.

he got sexy voice.

he's not a fat, lmao (insider)

he's tall, lol (insider)

he's a nice guy.

if you actually spend time with him..

youll get what i mean.

really no joke.

oh jeez!

thats not gonna happen isnt it?

mmmm....

I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH HIM

so fuck it people,

say what you wanna say!

bout yesterday

2008-08-16T09:46:00.002+08:00

hohoho fucking shit.

they were bunch of late ass people.

now lemme see.. who actually turned up.

we got :

JIAN GUANG

NIGEL

WAI HONG

BAN HENG

M S S

BORIS

YIN YOU

XIAO YING

CHOON YI

JIA HUI

CHERYL

WEI LING

geraldine

cafe cartel here we come....

nigel has the worst eating skills ever dudeeeeee.

trust me you better not see him eating.

ill re edit and post sum pictures

meeting up day.

2008-08-15T11:57:00.003+08:00

mm todays the day where all the friends from secondary school reappear.

how cool is that?

yeah, i hate xiaoying.

lawl.

i hate jian guang,

he's a meanie.

other than that..

i like the rest.

lmao.

nahhhh, was just kidding all along.

just that its been long sice i hang out with them.

lots of people tho.

plans are alwasys so screwed.

all i know is that were deff gonna eat dinner

&& celebrate Joanne birthday at the same time.

august 17th that is.

here i am chatting with jeremy.

passing my time at grandmama place.

jeez.

what am i?

2008-08-14T20:18:00.003+08:00

WHORE

outing..

2008-08-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

we went to mm.. marina square.

yeah yeah.

it was early tho.

mhmm.

was really tired tho.

i mean it.

first up, CARL'S JR.

choco milkyshake.

&& beef chilli cheese fries.

next up, ARCADE

blah blah blah.

then, K BOX

rock my ass dudeeeee.

had fun.

tons of fun.

thats where headbanging comes in place.

ill smash mic on you.

stayed there till 6 pm.

followed up, orchard.

WALKED there.

not the far anyway..

stop in the middle.

PS that is.

ate ben && jerrys.

de you treat.

nice ass eh?

nahh, hes just happy that he got his pay. lol

stop in some random place and took pictures.

carried on our journey.

*fast forward*

were at orchard.

cineleisure that is.

de you bought his baggy.

saw some nice stuffs tho with clair.

cool shit.

tried tons of hats.

lawl.

fun shit.

lastly we went to become cine people.

slack outside. lmao.

then homeeeeeeeeeeeee.

tomo is going to be another tiring day..

yikes.

night people.

morningggggg

2008-08-12T09:36:00.002+08:00

I GOT A MORNING CALL.

GUESS WHO?

ITS JEREMYYYYY.

LOL HA.

JEALOUS NOT?

I KNOW YOU ARE.

CAUSE HE CUTE RIGHT?

I KNOW.

HE VOICE SEXY RIGHT?

I KNOW.

HAHAH JAYKAY!

I CANT BELIEVE HE'S SERIOUS IN GIVING ME A MORNING CALL TODAY.

HE PROMISED && HE DID IT!

AT WHAT TIME?????!!!!

AROUND 8AM.

WHOA NICE GUY.

ILL PUNCH YOU IF YOU TREAT HIM BAD.

I OWE HIM A HUG && 2 COOKIES.

HAHAHAH.

OKAYY

IM GONNA GO GET READY NOW.

IVE SLACK ENUFF IF NOT ILL BE LATE.

NOT GOING TO SCHOOL.

AS IT STARTS AND ENDED YESTERDAY.

MUAHHAHA.

MY OWN PERSONAL HOLIDAY.

fish && co.

2008-08-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

mm cognitive last lesson which marks my last day of school.

its sad && happy.

happy cause its holidays.

sad cause were going to change class.

i dont wanna talk bout schoolllllll.

its all bout taking picturesssssssssssssssssssssssss.

lets talk bout after school life.

FISH && CO here we come.

cool deal huh?

there is...

JIA LING

BEATRICE

&& no MEI XIAN

lawl.

we ate fish.

DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

who dont know!!!

we drank the largest drink ever.

were cool people.

dont mess with us.

or ill fuck you upsize down.

home day

2008-08-07T14:34:00.003+08:00

i didnt went to school today.

due to the laziness in me

&& the knowledge of knowing that today module is gonna suck to the max.

well i talked to gabriel today.

&& he asked if i wanna go back school tomorrowo.

i got school you FOO!

its not bout poly friends blah blah blah..

dont gimme shit.

just cause friday is gonna be a fun day.

&& and im looking forward to kickstart my weekends.

&& oh yeahh

im waiting to hang out with my favourite boy again..

his work is coming to an end

how cool is that?

i really hate playing games.

i dont wanna be a player anymore as i said before.

if you think im refering to vid games..

you suck.

you havent been paying attention in my blog.

so fuck off!

quite a fun dayy.

2008-08-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL

CONVOSATIONS

MUSIC

MOVIES

STARBUCKS

SLACK

HOME

SHOWER

CHATTS

A TINY BIT OF SLEEP

DIDNT BOTHER TO GO SCHOOL

tuesdayy lover

2008-08-05T18:14:00.003+08:00

omg its been long since i blogggggggg.

not really long but as you can see my last post was sunday.

like omfggggg.

todays school was pretty cool.

took quite a number of pixy!

i wanna be a cam whore.

thats my ambition.

i might wanna go for photography.

today is Edie Tan last day teaching us.

how sad huh?

='[

mhmm.

lawl

oh yeahh..

he treated us pizzas && chicky.

ill probably upload the pictures in friendster er something..

IDKKK.

mm...

yet again i couldnt talk to mervyn.

its always bad timing.

fuck shithead.

really, seriously

todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, as said by you.

im gonna see if that happens.

oopsy

2008-08-03T06:26:00.002+08:00

yesterday night..

for those fell asleep on to,

im sorry.

cause i know there quite a number of you.

there is...

nate

jiahui

mervyn

jian guang

shit i forgetten who else..

i remembered there like 7 convo =\

my bad.

its not that yall are boring..

its just that i was tired out from the whole climbing && rocking.

im sorry for those i fell alseep on to

i didnt waste my saturday away..

2008-08-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

SINGFEST FUCKTARDSSSSSS!!!!!

i went out to hang with my bestfriend Nate.

we actually decided to go to orchard to catch a movie before going to fort canning.

we walked && walked..

to many cinemas to check out..

but fuck shit we cant get a fucking slot!!

its okay..

we ate subway!!!

italian B.M.T mahhh fave.

i saw jo(my fren), then joanne (nate fren) && then sihui & sha(both of ours frens)

how cool is that..

can you see the pattern?

if no, then go die.

useless freak.

next we went to fort canning.

legs are tired, worst exercise ever.

we got there like during the evening..

and caught MELEE!

not really my favourite but they are cool.

next we caught LOSTPROPHETS!!

its was so fucking motherfucker awesum shit ass show.

fucking fucking awesum song.

their live show is even better!!!!

next we caught is SIMPLE PLAN!!!

you got no idea how high is was.

its wayyyyyyyyyyyyy more than you think.

considered the best show of the night.

the songs the way they dress is wayyyyy toooooo zomgggggggg.

i rocked that shit like motherfucker.

&& midway,

there was this cam shining on us,

we kinda act cutee in it.

lmao!

NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE TONIGHT.

i am fucking awake now && happy.

i did record audio for tonight..

i recorded till my cell went off, due to no batt.

i wont forget tonight

i wont i wont i wont.

i did not waste my satuday night away.

<3333333333333

first day of the month.

2008-08-01T20:20:00.002+08:00

today marks the very first day of august.

&& tomorrowo is SINGFEST.

&& yesterday was adventure learning module.

its was fucking fun.

laughed a lot.

took pictures.

dont you underestimate the people in mah class.

they are pretty good.

a moment to remember::

de you act smart && walked down the log as fast as he can && he slipped.

but he managed to swip himself back on it.

lucky shit ass guy.

&& it was pretty funny if you actually caught it or saw it.

its friday && im suppose to be a cam whore.

but work too much on presentation.

aint got any time for it.

no worries i will be one soon.

&& nate told me to hang wit him tomorrowo.

lawl.

i guess i have to =\

weird but its cool.

i know what were gonna do tomorrowo.

everything is planned.

so its cool.

im excited tho.

thanks for taking the initiative to hang.

its been long.

even you dont, IDFC! =]

im just wanna get to hang wit mervyn.

he got way too much deadlines.

gross shit.

i totally missed hanging out with that boy.

seriously.

idc but he has to come hang wit me.

ill make him fersure.

just dont know when will it be.

orchard will be the popular spot to find him tho.

its like his second home lawl jaykay!

im so tired now

i just wanna laying down and keeps my eyes shut.

i love yall.

i love mah fave boy.

GET A TIME AND FUCKING MEET ME!!

i miss everything.

my eyes are shutting by itself.

gosh!

peace.

its time to be serious.

2008-07-30T17:56:00.004+08:00

i dont want to waste my time on some shit ass guy.

im done wasting my time.

but well i know its easier said than done.

but im fucking serious.

im done done done.

i dont wanna play games.

ill just hope thats the right guy.

but somehow it doesnt seems like it.

one word: player.

only if you know the real world, youll get what i mean.

i like this guy.

he said he do too, but idk whether or not its true.

we hugged

we hooked up

we held hands

it all happened just way too fast.

thats why its seems more like a game.

i dont think whatever he says is true.

but the action that he does,

seems like it when were out or with his friends.

IDK.

fucking confused.

and i wanna just go lay down.

i am so fucking sleepy.

ps: i edit this on the friday.

boring lesson

2008-07-28T11:12:00.003+08:00

its monday and its so boring.

im in school blogging like no ones business.

i havent had any sleep yet since last night.

still surviving tho.

de you didnt have any sleep too.

we basically chat online till morning.

crap && lame stuffs.

jeez fuck

i cant stop fucking yawning.

someone come save mehhhh!!!

lemme see what i can recall or talk about.

oh yeah

i had this convo wit this dude, jian guang.

he is my secondary school fren =]

it was a fun convo.

were like talking bout crappy stuffs or lovey stuffs,

whatever you call that. =]

were like fucking saying

"ily"

"wo ai ni"

"hearts"

"imy"

"dont lie"

"awwwh"

......

and more.

jeez,

i love you tho.

as a friend of course.

go fucking find your girlfriend bitchhhh!!

dont fucking lie to me, haha.

do tell me you love me && you didnt lie.

ahha!!

and dont blame me for hurting you.

i didnt mean to reject from going out with you.

hahha.

&& you working at the time DUDEEEEE!

i ask to come to the gig with me.

but you couldnt.. awhhhh.

well..

were just playingggggggg with each other ;]

but i do miss you dudeeeeee.

&& when are we gonna hanggggg?

huh huh huh, you tell me!?

im tired && i wanna lay down now.

fuck the sleepless night.

i drank this morning too. oops :X

what a nice timing to drink eh?

i know right?

im outta here

&& i doubt there will be anything interesting gonna happen.

so im pretty much done here. =]

thanks

good mornin yall.

have a great monday =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN!

2008-07-27T00:01:00.003+08:00

another day of birthdays.

todays calvins && my moms birthday.

how coincidence?!

&& his my ex :O

haha.

okayy..

i wanna talk bout yesterday.

see i soooo goood.

reach home at this time then blog.

start wishing you happy birthday!

i went to a gig yesterday @ RP.
CARACAL

&&
ELECTRICO (they actually did a encore)

r teh awesum shit.

i like the guitarist from caracal.

fucking hott tatt!!

met and saw some people id seen in the gig @ *scape the last time.

lol.

whoever that didnt went..

you suck!

you missed out an awesum gig.

no comment.

should have ask sam to come. =]

but whatever its over && im not tired.

byeeeee!!!!

HAPPY JEREMY DAY!

2008-07-25T23:22:00.003+08:00

its friday aka cam whore dayyy.

took a number of pictures.

pretty cool.

am i suppose to upload here??

mm like kinda lazy tho.

go to my friendster && check them out yeah?

left class early today.

headed down to commonwealth to return a fucking tag.

but still didnt get my freakin money.

we then went to smoke?!?

oops. yeah.

you saw what i typed.

awh.

haha.

we then went to orchard and chill.

went to the hongkong cafe to have dinner.

mmmm not bad..

i mean the food.

mervyn was at orchard too.

together with sam..

to buy some shit.

IDKK.

haha.

we supposed to meet up,

but didnt.

awh how sadddddddddddddddddd.

haha =]

and sam..

not that i dont wanna see your face but mhmm..

haha.

badass!

dont say that.

how i wish i could pinch your cuteee faceeeee.

&& ill try to pull out your "fake" eyebrown piercing.

your not a good liar && im not blind..

i CAN see its real!!

oh kayy.

talked to jeremy earlier in the morning too.

wishing him a happy birthday.

me: DUDEEEEEEEEEE

jer: yeah?

me: HAPPY FUCKINGGGGG NINETEEN BIRTHDAY BITCHHHHHH!!

jer: whoa thank you slut

........ it goes on and on.......

i dont wanna continue this oready.

im outta here.

adios!!!!!!!!

MWAH

i wanted to post yesterday buttt..

2008-07-24T08:35:00.005+08:00

I FELL ASLEEP WHEN I REACHED THE MAIN PAGE OF BLOGGER!!

who the fuck actually does that?

im sucha dumb fuck.

lawl.

yesterday yesterday yesterday..

now let me recall.

i met up wit jia hui,

&& went to commonwealth.

fuck the tag bitch!

i meant the lady that attended to us yesterday.

screw her dudeee.

wasted my trip.

but whateverrrrrrrrr.

next we then head to dhoby ghaut.

that means plaza sing for goodness sake.

we went to have our fucking dinner.

and then we went to drinkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

i bought a green apple vodka.

i felt hott.

lawl,

that sound so wrong dude.

but who caressss,

i really felt hott,

&& we talked about doing shit.

well, not gonna leak it out what shit were gonna do.

so dont bother asking.

heheh.

UT is starting..

so umm... BYE?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

monday, i hate it

2008-07-21T20:22:00.004+08:00

whatss up dorks?

im so bored im so bored im so bored.

&& im so tired.

i could doze off anytime depends on me.

i call the shots.

i saved this as draft and totally forgotten what had happened.

oops.

something happened today,

i doesnt seem to remember it.

eh?

whatever.

ill still post this.

muahahhahahahahahhaha

bye =]

2008-07-20T16:29:00.005+08:00

okayy..

here are the some of the pictures of the CAM WHORE DAY!!

JO && ME

i didnt know her hands on me, LOL!

its suppose to be a RWAR look =\

acting cute shit =]

HEARTSSSSS <3

ME && JIA LING && BEATRICE

thats MARCUS =]

im done,,

obviously this are not all of it..
DUHH!

goodbye enjoy.

saturday is awesumm

2008-07-19T22:07:00.004+08:00

saturdayyyyyyy is the day where you go out and jamming with headbanging songs.

lawl.

beginning of that day was pretty boring.

watch movies and stuffs.

was actually looking forward in hanging out wit Nate.

he asked me to catch hancock wit him && stuffs.

stupid asshole,

had something on && doesnt wannt tell me earlier.

fuck that shit dude.

owell,

i still have sha && mervyn.

sha kinda asked me out to a gig @ *scape.

but that starts at 6pm.

yikes.

mhmm.

thats where mervyn steps in.

he knew im gonna be bored at home for the moment.

so went to text me asking me if i wanna hang with him && 2 of his friends.

they're noman && samual.

pretty nice people.

no joke.

we kinda walk around,,

chilled at some places

&& stuffs..

mm..

idk,

but i kept having this weird feeling.

i kept thinking your mad at me && stuffs.

im serious.

&& im sorry dude.

you just doesnt seem to show it out.

i couldnt tell.

like when were in Carl's Jr.

you was like so whatever.

idk what to say, really.

i know i just didnt spend my time well.

cause we didnt get to meet up often anymore.

im sorry dude.. really.

you left && i didnt even get a proper goodbye.

fuck that shit.

okay.. enuff of that shit stuffs.

i went on to a gig after mervyn left.

he couldnt made it.

i went wit his sam, norman, sha and others of mervyn friends whos there.

the gig was really good.

dont underestimate the local bands here.

its good, especially the scream.

its awesum shit.

yall who doesnt have a life, go to a gig.

listen to live music.

&& thats the place to meet hott dudes.

best saturday.

cep for the shit earlier.

but were cooled after that.

cant tell whether he mad or what still.

oh yeah,,

one more thing..

I SAW CLAIR @ far east.

lol.

she was screaming my fuckin name.

jeez!

lol!

im outttttttt <3

CAM WHORE DAY!!

2008-07-18T15:52:00.002+08:00

ITS FRIDAYY.

its the fuckin weekend again.

IM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

idk why but yes i am.

in the beginning..

school was actually pretty boring.

thanks to the faci?!?

module is already soooo boring && yet the faci is even boring.

how can my day be any miserable?!

lawl.

my new team members are..

JIA LING

MEI XIAN

BEATRICE

welp things get even more && more interesting as the day goes by.

i had fun.

&& i mean FUNN SHIT.

we talked && we laughed.

its pretty cool actually.

hehee..

ill post sum pictures on tomorrowo blog.

oh yeah..

&& its MERVYN birthday todayyyyy.

just text him && stuffs.

its his 19th birthdayyyy.

howww awesummmmmmmmmmmm.

i love that boyy..

&& i miss that boy..

he needs to get be freeeee from all the work that he hasss!!

seriously dudee.

we havent been hanging out && stuffs.

jeez!

class going to end soon.

&& im going to suntec city to sign sum shit.

mm && yes, i am blogging in school now.

how fun eh?

blog && not listening to the boring faci.

lawl.

okay..

im gonna post this thing up now.

so yall have a great weekend!

once again....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR MERVYN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BBY

good evening && bye

mmorningggg.

2008-07-16T05:17:00.003+08:00

check out the time now dudee.

its so early && and im here.

been up like around 3 am plus.

how cool is that?!!

nahh, its tired shit.

its too early to start preparing anywayys.

so all im doiing right now would be umm..

music,

chats

&& some gay website.

school was alright.

infact i actually fergotten what had happened today.

lame && goodbye.

remembering sunday.

2008-07-13T21:36:00.003+08:00

okay, its the start of the week again.

schools tomorrowo.

hate it.

now theres like the feeling of not going to school and stuffs.

idkk why, but yeah.

jeez

this is gonna be something non-related to todays problem statement..

i mean whatever that happened today.

its just gonna be feelings.

have you ever miss someone?

i bet yall would actually do.

who doesnt right?

well..

sometimes you wish you could just go back.

back to when you thought a broken heart was merely drawing a heart with a crack down the middle.

back to when there were no complications in life.

back when you wasnt worried about relationships.

if you had any idea how many times youve been ditched by guys in the past year,

youd be amazed that its even possible.

i mean,

its all good at first...

we get to the part of admitting that we like each other,

&& then almost immediately after that, its over.

mm..

im so sick of thinking that the next guy i start talking to isnt gonna do me that way...

only to be proven wrong.

maybe i let people inside too easily.

maybe i need to put back up those walls that held strong for so long.

im completely lost right now.

i feel so fuckin alone.

i hate this fucked up feeling.

to every fuckin guy in my past that this applies to::

YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME YOU LIKED ME

YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE HELD MY HAND

YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE KISSED ME

YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE HELD ME

if it meant nothing!

you should seriously think before you act.

those kind of things actually mean something to some girls.

some girls dont just go around doing those things with every guy they think is cute.

some girls are actually the type you should hold on to.

but youll realize that once its all too late

&& youve already fucked it all up.

that girl began to let you in

&& tryed so hard to step out of that shy exterior all for YOU.

because she thought that maybe you could be the one that was worth it this time.

but you chose to hurt her.

im not speaking of broken hearts.

im just speaking of hurt feelings.

a feeling that the girl gets sick of feeling consistently.

soon she'll just give up completely.

(generally speaking of course)

what do yall think bout this?

i did lots of thinking bout it you know.

dont complain.

goodbye <3

weekendsss is hereeee noww

2008-07-12T22:23:00.005+08:00

welcome to saturday.

congrats fer yall to make it through so far this week.

your two more days away from monday again.

&& the same old routine starts alllll over again

&& were gonna they monday blues thingy.

how encouraging is that huh?

lawl.

saturday.

sent my brother back to armp camp or hideout.

idkk whats it called.

&& idc.

lame car ride.

slept all the way there && all the wayy back.

how comfortable eh?

i know right?

im done fer the night.

im gonna continue my stuffs while IDKK whats gonna happen.

so umm..

have a good saturday night yall.

lets go sleeplessss.

g'night mates.

have a good sunday tomorrowo.

2008-07-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

umm..

i was lateeeeee for the fucking UT.

great huh??!

i know right?

welp UT was kinda bullshit.

no idea, just filled it up nicely for them.

what else can i do?

nothing right?!

followed up with computing && math again.

thats like so disgusting dude.

gimme a break on that will you??!

lawl.

lets not talk bout it anymoreeee.

pretty much sucky module when i got no clue wtf is with the coding shit.

oh kayy

after schoolllllllllllllll

met up with nate for the first time again after many many days.

asshole him,

always hang with his new friends.

fuck that shit.

but id probably care less bout it.

nyahahhahaha.

well

we went for a bus ride to the interchange.

Jo was there too.

pretty cool bus ride.

laughed and stuffs. =D

not pretty bad actually.

we could do that more often.

im done typing,

ill do it tomorrow.

i write something nice,

something nice.

lawl

does that even make sense?!?

just wait and see.

g'night mates.

July 8th && 9th

2008-07-09T06:22:00.002+08:00

SICK

I
AM
SICK

ill be back.

probably tomorrow guys.

ill seeya sooooon <3

&& thanks for yer concern.

good morning mates

2008-07-06T15:54:00.002+08:00

its sunday.

a boring sunday.

im so bored that i start blogging now.

check out the time.

its so freaking EARLY.

barely even dinner time yet.

its like zomg?!?

so far, all i ever did was to watch telly && getting on to chat && more.

what else can i do fer now?!?

owell ill be going out later,

like around 6 plus er something.

so i guess ill tolerate fer now.

with the help of the telly that is.

&& mmusic of course.

no way am i gonna survive without it.

music is part of me.

its like whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh.

ill hang out wit you if you listen to my songs.

i mean my type of songs.

jeez if you dont, ill still hang wit ya.

im one nice ass.

lets get crazy together.

crazy as in krazzzzzzzzz-ayyyyy.

mm just dont bring me down.

thanks =]

what else mmore can i add?!?

umm..

im a sucker for cool shit ass guys.

lawl, thats like pretty way off from i had typed earlier.

i know right?

well i got something fer you.

its like a quote or something.

its cool shit, you know?

Stephen King once wrote:

Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not.

Time takes it all, time bears it away.. and in the end.. there is only darkness.

Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometime we lose them there again.

get the meaning of it?!?

if you do, good job.

if you dont, idk what to say.

just slowly figure it out yeah?

ill give you all the time.

cause this post will not disappear.

i cant believe i typed so much crap here when i do nothing today.

i mean till the time when i blog.

im done wit this shit already.

gotta start to prepare soon.

ill see ya around

&& im dying to meet someone right now.

i love yall.

so goodbye!

birthdays && birthdaysss

2008-07-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

lets start off with mornin'.

i had to wake up at fucking 7 in the morning, but i got up even earlier than that.

probably got used to the whole school thingy. jeez.

i had to head down to my grandma home fer one reason.

&& thats to celebrate my godbrother birthday.

well, its an advanced birthday celebration tho.

actual would be on the july 11th.

ordered bunch of stuffs. i mean food.

its pretty pretty filling. so yeah.

butt i didnt manage to eat the cake as i had to rush home && got changed fer my afternoon.

as for my afternoon,

i went to vivocity.

how cool is that to see Jo, JiaLing there?!?

owell thats because they're working. mhmm.

i was there wit Ethan, the birthday boyyy, Nate, my bestfriend, && Gavin, my another good friend && the one i met up with first.

basically we're close friends.

we just miss each other.

we went to watch wanted.

yes yes yes, thats my second time watching. i know fully.

but its a good movie, so i wouldnt mind. its cool.

i had a awesum && great day with them.

cool people never dies.

once close friends will always be close friedns.

all the memories i had && stuffs.

each one of them has their individual memories kept in me.

Ethan would be the guy i liked in the past.

stuffs kinda happen but didnt work out somehow.

but its cool, we're good friends. =]

Nate would be the guy thats always around me.

we share personal stuffs.

he's my best friend.

he's fun to be with whenever im out with him or a buch of friends.

he's always making me laugh like fuck.

its just too entertaining.

Gavin would be the guy of my ex boyfriend.

somehow it didnt work out.

we didnt last long.

but its cool.

we still talk, as we know were better off as friends.

&& he's one of my close friends too.

they're my cool friends.

the way they dress, the way they look, the hairstyles && their personalities.

they're my close friends.

dont be jealous.

go find yourself sum cool shit ass friends.

my friends are cooler than yours.

so goodnight mates.

&& be jealous.

weekendssss babies..

2008-07-04T21:44:00.003+08:00

the weekendsssss are here babyyyyyyyyyyy.

its freakin fridayyyy nighttttttt.

wooooooooooooooo.

what are yall gonna do?!?

well i just got back from compass point.

walked walked walked && see see see. thats all.

got outta home, cause i cant stay in.

im gonna go get sum rest..

needa get up at fucking 7am tomorrow.

2008-07-03T18:09:00.002+08:00

what a day what a day..

had my fuckin UT today againnnn.

ran off during midway of my class. during the first break out that is.

they're bunch of losers.

who said they're gonna leave but failed to do so.

bullshit-ing only.

so fuck that shit, loserssssssss.

lawl. haha.

LISA, JO && me when to catch a movie.

the stranger that is.

it was pretty thrilling buttttttt..

the ending sucks.

idk wtf wit the ending.

lmao.

&& then,

we went back.

oyeah,

before movies,

we went to eat Mac.

&& chilled fer a bit.

it was allllll good.

its cool shit.

im done typing.

sooo..

goodbye friends

suppose to be June 1st not 2nd...

2008-07-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

hohoho.

whats up dorks?

just got home, got myself cleannnnned && i smell nice. =]

soooooo whats wit today??!

as for morning, im sure you guys know bout it.

&& today's umm.. cognitive UT. hates UT shit. once its start, it never ends.

its like saying, wtf??!

school ended pretty late today tho. && im dead serious, its late.

i actually went to catch WANTED in the cinema yesterday after school.

welp, at junction 8 which is located at bishan, if you got no fucking idea where that is.

&& i caught it with Mervyn <3

cool shit stuffs happened tho. && i mean real cool shit.

lawl, i doubt youll be like.. whaaaaaaaaaaaaat??!.. right now.

the movie was kinda cool && nice.

maybe you should go catch it too, idkkk its up to you.

now im gonna go and have sum sleep.

soooooo..

goodbye yall,

ill see ya tomorrow, it apply to those who are in the same school as me that is.

goodnightt

what a sunday..

2008-06-29T20:35:00.002+08:00

its sunday && im chillin by myself.

its like a long day at home, okay.. not really. but i chilled at home alllll day long.

well, spent my whole fucking afternoon at home, nap && telly && music.

owell owell but in the evening i had to go on a fucking long ass car ride just so to see myy brother to the army && stuffs. hate that stupid ride, so long.

just because of that, im not suppose to hang out in the evening.

was suppose to hang wit Mervyn <3.>

i fucking misssssssssses him like fucking shit.

welp thanks for the stupid last minute shit that hit me up.

but its cool, were gonna hang another day && stuffs.

jeez now that im home.

im gonna sleep like fucking early.

idk whats the meaning of early but still ill see bout it.

there's school again tomarrow. yikes.

aint cool at all but whatever i can manage it.

ill pull it through so yeah.

lets just wait to tomarrows.

goodbye l0v3rs

2008-06-28T22:01:00.003+08:00

went out in the afternoon.
went out wit jia hui.

hung out wit her.
got my hurrrr cut.
bought some stuffs.
ate pork ribs dont know what noodle at dont know what resturant.

its a lazy night to type.

thats in point form basically.

lawl.

im outttttttttttt mates.

2008-06-26T20:36:00.003+08:00

todays computering and math module.

new team members :: sharon, beatrice && marcus.

stupid visual basic again. fucking no idea what that shit is bout.

but its cool. im fine wit it.

went home damn early. too tired shit.

just wanna crash && stuffs. IDKK. lawl.

here i am blogging && texting && music.

&& im gonna try something new today.

here is the new shit i got fer you guys.

read it.

stepping up. its a simple concept.

it basically means to rise above yourself; to do a little more, to show you something special. something like this.

when someone is gone, that doesn't mean its is over. as a matter of fact, i say it's just beginning. you might want to stay out of my way for a while.

life is funny sometimes; can push pretty hard like when you fall in love with someone but they forget to love you back, like when your best friend && your boyfriend orr girlfriend leave you alone, like when you pull the trigger or light the flame and you can't take it back.

in sports they call this 'stepping up'.

in life, i call it 'pushing back'.

you know its been said that we just dont recognize the significant moments of our lives while they're happening.

we grow complacent with ideas, or things or people && we take them for granted && it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it.

you ever heard the expression 'The best things in live are free.'

well that expression is true.'

every once in a while, people step up they rise above themselves sometimes they surprise you && sometimes they fall short.

life is funny sometimes. it can push pretty hard but if you look close enough, you can find hope in the words of children, in the bars of the song && in the eyes of someone you love.

&& if you're lucky, if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

goodbye mates

no need fer a title

2008-06-25T19:41:00.004+08:00

heyy,

stupid biyan keep asking me to blog. i know your gonna read this so muahahaha.

there's like nothing interesting happened today. its like morning.. school. it like afternoon.. school. it evening.. home.

so do you think anything happened??! welp today we do have our UT, which also known as understanding test if you do not know the short term. its about culture. jeez, its like whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?

lesson was like so not fun at all.

yikes.

all i ever do was search && msn && going to website of my favourites && texting favourite people && music of course.

welp pretty much the same old thing i always do in lesson.

sooooooo whoever thats reading this right now, do hit me up on msn or text me or definitely not call me in the middle of the class. do whatever you want to do. class is boring so i need you. unless i tell you to shut up. that means lesson is interesting && fun && exciting orrr basically mean im busyy like mothafucker.

well

i think im gonna go do my fucking RJ && stuffs like now??!

hopefully tomarrow will be interesting er fun er whatever. idkk.

so thats all.

im done saying what i wanna say.

well maybe not but i dont careeeee. i need to do my fucking work now.

so bye you lovers.

ZOMGWTFBBQ

2008-06-24T08:48:00.008+08:00

im supposed to blog this yesterday but its too late fer me to do so. i crashed after while chatting fer a bit && stuffs. pretty much a long and tiring day.

so here i am using todays' date && type all the shit that happened yesterday.

damn im good at typing, here i am && had soo much crap said on the above. lawl.

i should prolly start the real deal now?!? =]

okay,

June 23rd is a happy shit day as well as a fucking long day.

started off wit school school school. got up like pretty early, like mm round 4 to 5 am. so yeah.

as you know, school sucks. pretty boring shit && stuffs. everyday starts at 9am && end 430pm. jeez && it goes on everyday the same old routine, ay ya ya. but still, i managed to pull it through tho. googoogaga.

welp after school was pretty AWESUMM. i was actually looking forward to it && excited like kraz-ayyy mothafucker. =]

mm met up wit Mervynn <333

hes a pretty awesum cool shit ass guy ever. hes hair is like so cool that i cant even ferget. we went for moviessssssssssssssssssss. DONT MESS WIT ZOHAN that is. that show is funny shit.

whoever thats reading this right now should go catch this bloody movie. get your arse laughing before its goneeeee out to nowhere.

well love the movie love teh dude.

too much stuffs happened that i dont even know what to say cep that hes awesummm shit.

what can i say more??!

its just amazing happy shit && i . . . .

basically, happy shit day && i got no more to add on. well i do have more to say but i dont wanna put it in words. so yeah, you cant stop me from doing that.

goodbye lovers.

FRESH START..

2008-06-22T06:34:00.001+08:00

oh kayy.

old blog was demolished && new blog created as i promised to do so.

basically this is first post so its gonna be like a try out er something.

its not gonna be long or what-so-ever as i got nothing to talk about fer now.

its way TOO early anyways so yeah && you got no idea how early it is now. jeez.

all im trying to do is to create a fucking blogskin which is like so fucking tough shit.

but no worries, ill get it done by today just so it would look nice i guess.

&& bye the time you guys read this, yall prolly see my awesum blogskin. haha =]

what else?!

i think thats it fer now as i got work to do.

complicated bunches of shit, that is if you get what i mean. lawl.

ill leave this as it is.

do COMMENT my blogskin or anything if you sees it, idkkk.

SCREAMM to my tagboard too.

LINK to my blog.

just do whatever that makes you feel right.

if doing NOTHING makes you feel good. im fine wit it.

goodbye lovers.

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